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Pop star Sydney Grant has it all—money, fame, and a long line of gorgeous exes. Yet beneath the polished facade lies a woman haunted by a lost love and increasingly consumed by lies, mistakes, and loneliness. Fame demands everything from Sydney—her privacy, peace of mind, and, it seems, her very soul. Struggling to reconcile the public’s image of her with her true self, she drowns in a dangerous cocktail of drugs and self-loathing.

Then she meets Haley Butler, a rising actress with a heart still unscarred by the darker side of fame. Haley’s honesty and warmth shake Sydney in ways she never expected, sparking a rare, electric connection. But Sydney’s terrified of letting anyone in too close. Pushing Haley away seems the only way to keep her safe from Sydney’s darkness, even if it means giving up the only chance at love and happiness.

Can Sydney break free from her destructive habits and open herself to a real love she’s always doubted she deserves, or will her demons destroy everything she holds dear?

CONTENT WARNING :
Drug abuse
Alcohol abuse
Self-loathing
Some form of self-harm (no blood)