Overview

It’s only a matter of time until Christmas works its magic on them… Jack and I lived together for our entire twenties, friends so close that everyone just assumed: if we weren’t already together, we would be soon. Honestly, I believed it too. Then Jack got married. I was his best man. Jack moved in with his new wife. And I was alone. Four years later, with Jack’s terrible marriage over, we’re roommates again—and it’s all too easy to slide right back into the rhythm and comfort of living together. But something is different this time. Warmer. Closer. And just like before, everyone can see it. When we agree to host my parents for the holidays, the slow countdown to Christmas wraps us in all the cozy, intimate warmth of holiday preparations. There are so many almost moments I think I might go mad… along with all our friends and family, who have been watching this dance for far too long. But when a friend talks me into buying Jack a romantic Christmas gift, the old fear comes rushing back. Revealing my feelings seems so dangerous, even after all these years. Especially now that I know what it’s like to lose Jack. Have I waited too long? Is the risk too great? Or could this Christmas be the day we finally admit what’s been between us all along?